raining

sometimes i get really disappointed when no one talks to me online,
like when you check your facebook and no one's commented. the little notification box says one but its just a comment someone else made after you on a status. or something.
but you know i dont really communicate that much on facebook. so i dont know why i expect other people to communicate with me.

i've found the most i get is by uploading pictures. yeah.

it's been raining so much here. unlike texas, rain is a big deal here. since there are hills, water rushes all over the place and there are mudslides and its all chaotic and crazy cause no one's used to it. but i still love it.

one of my favorite things is being in bed when it's raining outside. i just love it. like being warm and hearing rain. i don't know.

it's crazy how sometimes, everything just seems like a huge deal, like a huge problem. every fault you have or every issue you have with another person is something that has to be changed or dealt with otherwise life can't go on. but kinda like the rain.. it seems like a big deal and it seems like, how can life go on with everything so chaotic and disorganized and crazy, with all these little inconveniences and detours you have to take and everything is just wet and messy and wrong.

but everything does go on, just as it always did. and the next day the sun comes out and everything gets better and better until a week later you don't even remember what the rain was like really.