i dont know why but i used to just get so excited thinking about the day when everyone would be free of their responsibilities and would be able to come live together somewhere..
at first i imagined the somewhere to be a place like forrest gump's house except with more forest in the back and a river. as i got older it morphed into more realistic things i could think of without losing the excitement of my dream, like apartment complexes and CARP houses.
but now i think it's better to just see what happens you know. to save me from disappointment and to ensure that i actually appreciate where i do end up.
hm.
hmm.... well i think its good to have dreams/hopes. even tho yeah, most of the times it seems we only get hurt by having them, its still good to have stuff to look forward to. if not you become like me, scared of the future, no plans, no real goals/dreams/desires, a floating mesh of skin and bones, that just lives day to day. (it's not very fun i tell ya.) and if there are things that you really want in life, you should do everything you can to achieve those things.
ReplyDeletep.s. I thought of this song as I read your post: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m4XQMEMQE94
p.p.s. I miss the chats we had, do you have a different chat medium other than facebook? (aim, msn, skype?)
hey man, give yourself some credit. floating mesh of skin and bones doesn't do justice to the artistic, musical side of marten
ReplyDeletebut yeah you're probably right..
i likedd that song. i need new music so bad haha..
i still use aim occasionally haha. ieatshrimp1 yo. i've never seen you on though
cool, well i couldnt remember my old password. so I think my new screen name is japaxs@yahoo.com
ReplyDeleteyeah, well sometimes I really feel like that, that I just float around. not sticking to anything.
do you have any genres/artist in particular that you really like?