its funny how liberating it is to be honest with yourself
even when being honest means admitting really embarrassing things like how much you actually want someone's acceptance and how ashamed you are of your beliefs when you really shouldn't be.. and when you see that you really have no reason to be angry at someone but you are, and when you act like you're one way but you're really not.
but the thing that sucks is that when i am honest with myself, i just find it harder and harder to see like anything good about myself
and then they say like stf is really tough because you have to be really honest with yourself
and to me that means you'll come out permanently hating yourself
well i know this can't be true but it's just what i imagine from experience i guess.
sorry this is kind of a downer.
anyway it really is a liberating experience. and what's better is when you actually have someone or some people that you can be honest about who you are with because you know they either already know, or will seriously accept you anyway.
yeah.
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I think one of the most important things in life is to be honest with one's self.
ReplyDeletelol. (stf) well the thing about stf is that so many people come on to stf and they put on this fake "hardcore/holyman" mask, which is complete bs and is does nothing for ones spiritual growth. IMO the only way we can grow is when we are honest with ourselves. god wants to get to know me, not some facade, put up to please those around.
i really like your posts, they make me think/reflect alot.
cool.